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The selfish meme

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I’m just finishing up Richard Dawkins’s The Selfish Gene, which I’d never read before but felt I finally should if I wanted to consider myself a real armchair scientist, and I’m fairly disappointed to discover that it isn’t blowing my mind like I thought it would. It’s a profoundly influential book, of course, but it was so profoundly influential when it was published in 1976 that its ideas have disseminated and been so widely appropriated that they’re become part of the scientific common knowledge, or at least a common set of dominant assumptions -- I’ve absorbed the gist of Dawkins’s argument through much of my reading, in more recent books and magazines, in the fields of biology and evolutionary thought to the point where I almost can’t believe that what Dawkins was saying could ever have been considered controversial. It all seems so... obvious.

One thing that did strike me, though, is Dawkins’s discussion of memes, the intellectual equivalent of genes -- I’m not sure I ever realize he coined the term in this book -- and subsequent ruminations on computer networks and how malicious e-viruses could infect them. Even in the revised 1989 edition, the one I’m reading, Dawkins is anticipating the public Internet, and it occurred to me that if someone wanted to invent a vector along which the memes for geekiness could travel, she couldn’t have done a better job than with the Internet, which combines the typically geeky love of computers and technology with the typically geeky love of never shutting up about the things we love. We took a tool we loved to play with -- computers -- and used it to spread the geek memes, and we did it so well, and got everyone else to love it so much, that it’s part of what has helped the geek aesthetic go mainstream. Geeks have been sitting around at science fiction conventions, for instance, since the 1940s dissecting films and books, and now folks of all stripes, whether they’d call themselves geeks or not, are spending inordinate amounts of time at sites like Television Without Pity, geeking out over the season finale of Lost or Alias or 24... all of which, in their own ways, are supremely geeky shows.

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This idea -- about how a generation of people predisposed to embracing gadgets and obsessing about the things we love met the technology that allowed us to do interesting and entertaining things with our obsessions -- is, in the broad sweep, much of what Geek Philosophy the blog is going to be all about. For the moment, I think it will suffice to say that my first computer, a TI 99 4/a -- which I received for Christmas in either 1979 or 1980, when I was 10 or 11 -- and my first VCR (well, the first family VCR) arrived in 1984, when I was 15... and that’s when my adventures in geekdom really took off.

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My first computer (Atari 800, baby!) and VCR (we actually had one circa 1975, in the "U-Matic" format) were certainly crucial to my geekhood too. And while the Internet wasn't an option, I was talking about geekish obsessions on BBSs (remember them?) as early as 1984. And as for the Internet, what was one of the earliest applications of Usenet? Why, obsessive geekish discussions about Star Wars, of course! http://groups-beta.google.com/group/net.movies.sw/threads?start=270&order=recent Complete with a "Possible physics bug in RotJ" thread, no less!
I was fortunate enough to spend the two crucial years (I was 10 and 11) when I got the programming bug in Los Alamos; I read an article on BASIC programming in (of all things) DRAGON magazine (how'd that for a true geek pedigree -- I got into computers through D&D!), and my dad brought home a modem terminal he could dial in to (one of) the LASL systems from; he translated my first BASIC into FORTRAN. My parents then got me hooked up with a high school senior who tutored me in basic programming, the first computer I was able to use on a regular basis was a PDP 11/40. Movies I lagged behind on; my parents didn't own a color TV until the early 80s, and didn't own a VCR until the 90s. At that time I was living in Australia, so there was no cable TV or HBO, either. It wasn't until I moved back to the US in 1995, and bought a laserdisc player that my movie geekdom really ignited. But, really, I think the things that got me geeking most was (a) reading science-fiction from as early as I could remember (Dragonfall 5, then Burroughs and the Heinlein juvenilles), and (b) wargames, which led driectly to roleplaying games (I'm one of the rare few who didn't start with D&D -- I had a well-thumbed copy of Metamorphosis Alpha for several years before I bought my first D&D Basic Set (blue book) at a garage sale).
MAryann: Obviously the crucial question is wherther other content is key to one's own content, and I think it was/is to our generation. We appear to be incapable of anything that doesn't at least reflect something that came before. And I'm not blaming us, or even anything. Pop culture is now the predominate meme. So be it. In all fairness the D&D basic sets were in red and Blue boxes (the easier being the blue. The actual books were the Advanced versions, which allowed my friends to fantasize about beating up gods. Alas, I was always DM past about age 11.
Ah! I remember (do you feel old reading that? Because I feel old typing it) the first computer I ever dealt with - in 1980. We got one in the private school I was going to at the time, and I recall it ran on cassette tapes. One of the sixth-grade guys immediately took to it and started workin' the magic...good times. The second computer I ever dealt with was in ninth or tenth grade, when my high school started a computer lab with Apple II's. We learned BASIC and FORTRAN and all that, but also played a lot, a lot, a lot of Joust. And again, one of the younger kids immediately took to it and started boosting juice and switching cards and cables...he died when he was 18, after rescuing his girlfriend when they'd been in a car accident. My own first computer was, since I'd been indoctrinated so early, a Mac Plus. I still have it at home, and it still runs. I love the little noises it makes when it's saving to floppy, that cute little 'I'm working!'sound. Y'know, I think this blog just might apply to me...
TI 99/4A, our first too. Most gigantic cpu chip I've ever seen. Still. But that didn't matter then because it could run the ultimate computer program, the original killer app: Hunt The Wumpus. Still waiting for its equal.

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